oops

i know that no one else gives a shit about this, but i need to start doing this again so that i don't lose my mind. living with my parents is killing me from the inside. also the fact that i still don't know how to talk to women without looking like an asshole isn't great. it's all kind of a nightmare to be honest. i will be 29 at my next birthday and completely undesirable. i'm finally getting close to being a college graduate and none of that nonsense appeals to me at all. i'm a night person who is barely responsible for himself. i doubt i will ever be a "family man." i can't see a woman having unprotected sex with me, let alone me being ok with the slightest chance of reproduction. i guess that is where my lack of responsibility meets my desire to keep my seed off the earth.